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10 Apr 14 at 6 pm

This student run magazine named JERK thinks they’re funny.They used masochistic for mysogynistic, anti-LGBTQ Feminine Mystique which NO Syracuse University WGS major would dare to carry around, and ALSO how man hating they made her is rather annoying. (Also dream catcher earrings??)

I think I’m going to write a letter to the editor, especially since even non WGS majors at school have been like “WTF”

This student run magazine named JERK thinks they’re funny.They used masochistic for mysogynistic, anti-LGBTQ Feminine Mystique which NO Syracuse University WGS major would dare to carry around, and ALSO how man hating they made her is rather annoying. (Also dream catcher earrings??)
I think I’m going to write a letter to the editor, especially since even non WGS majors at school have been like “WTF”

Because…well because yeah. 

Now I know what you meant when you asked if I’d heard.

Dang.

I talk to you at night a lot. It’s when I feel the most alone. Whether I’m in a room full of people, a frat or a crazy loud house party, probably drunk, or sober studying in my room.

You’re still the only one I want to talk to…ever.

I’ve said before that if pigs began to fly or hell froze over and I happen to get a boyfriend at school that I wouldn’t change my relationship status on Facebook, because

  • A) It’s no ones business.
  • B) I don’t need it to be approved except for my closest friends.
  • C) Other feminist reasons.

But I think the main reason that I won’t talk about it is because I don’t want you to see it. 

Or maybe I really do want you to see it…and if that’s the case the person I’d be with would actually have no idea how much I still think about you…

Which is all kinds of bad.

Generally I’m a high functioning single person.

Except for days like today where rom-coms and cookies are the only things to console me.

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08 Sep 11 at 1 am
tags: stupid  stupid  stupid 

This has to stop. 

I guess part of me is waiting for someone in NY to come along, the other part is waiting for you and then the other last part says screw it all, party and do what you want.

Except…except when I see something that reminds me of you, and to be honest you’re the default setting to my thinking. Its pathetic and stupid and pointless and stupid. 

This has to stop. 

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06 Sep 11 at 12 am
tags: stupid  stupid  stupid 

There’s a ridiculous amount of pressure to find someone to love that people put on themselves I blame movies, and media but don’t we all? I’m on the fence about this kind of thing. I want whoever it is to find me, but….what if I’m supposed to find him? What if I’ve found him? And he’s waiting for me?

Ugh. Why am I in this stupid possibly out of date way of thinking of waiting for a fellow? Might I just show up for him? 

Its funny how you’re away from someone for a long period of time, but talk alright through technology..And as soon as there is a real body standing in front of you…no words come to mind. 

I’m tired of waiting. 

Waiting for him to respond.

Waiting for me to gather enough courage to talk to him.

Waiting for me to feel confident enough to push send on that text. 

Waiting for me to understand where I am with him.

Waiting to know….anything.

I’m tired of it all.